Friday, July 7, 2017

188. I Can.

I ran a mile today. Big whoop, you say? I know. It's not very impressive. My little brother ran in a Ragnar race last month. He's impressive. I'm pathetic. But the last time I ran a mile without stopping or slowing to a walk was....maybe in 7th grade? I don't actually remember if I ran the whole thing or stopped for any of it. But I know I haven't done it since then. 

And no, my time was not phenomenal. It wasn't even good. But it was a time. I have shown myself that I can. I can. I survived this thing that I have told myself I hate and that is beyond me for over 15 years. But today I did it. 

It wasn't easy. When I finished, my lungs hurt, my chest hurt, my legs felt like jelly, I was sweaty, and I had to steady myself several times because I felt like I was going to tip over. But next time it will be a little easier. And there will be a next time. Because afterward -- after I got the feeling back in my legs and  my heart rate returned to normal -- I felt great. I was tired, but invigorated. I was smelly, but proud. I want to get better, and so I will. I Can.

Thursday, July 6, 2017

187. We

We played with fire

We sang in the wind

We danced with the moonlight

And dined with the sun

We snuggled the treetops

And slept in the waves

And when we were finished

We started again

Wednesday, July 5, 2017

186. Interim


In the last month my kids and I have been in Texas, Louisiana, Mississippi, Alabama, Georgia, Arkansas, and Missouri and in sight of Illinois. To all of these places we have driven. Each trip has been filled with fun and adventure and I am grateful to have the means and health to make these trips with my children. 

But I am so incredibly tired from playing hard all week and driving all day that you don't get to hear about it until some future date. Sorry, lovely readers. But here are some cute pictures to hold you over...


Tuesday, July 4, 2017

Monday, July 3, 2017

184. Elephant


An elephant with an itch

Scratched it by a ditch

He threw rocks and dirt

But didn't get hurt

Though his muscles began to twitch


An elephant in a pool

Was trying to keep himself cool

He sprayed water high

In his back and his thigh

His trunk is a wonderful tool


Sunday, July 2, 2017

183. Creation

Glorious mountains of purple and green

How did you go so tall?

Meadows of yellow and oceans of blue

How do you rise and fall?

Saturday, July 1, 2017

182. Gateway Arch

Some things are better enjoyed from below rather than above. Today's example: The Gateway Arch. I visited today for the first time. I did pass near enough to see it once on a journey across the country, but I won't count that as my sight of it lasted less than a minute. So today was my first time, and let me tell you, Gateway Arch is a beautiful, impressive monument. 

I have seen many tall structures. I have seen many large structures. I have seen thin and delicate structures. But the combination of the immense height, wide range, and fine figure make this a wondrous sight to behold. 

Perhaps because my husband is a civil engineer, I have picked up an appreciation and broad understanding of the intricacies that creating such a monumental piece would necessarily require. But I would like to think that this fear of engineering is appreciated by the wider masses as well. The simplicity attributed to this remarkable space only adds to its beauty. The unadorned, unmarried facade of the structure creates a sleek and surreal surface that serves to reflect the light and natural beauty that surrounds it. The gentle shift of the walls' angles creates a flowing rhythm that draws the viewers gaze skyward. Odd as it may sound, this man-made mammoth seems as if it is simply a solidified piece of the river it abuts, rising from its banks to greet those passing into the west.

It's awe-inspiring.

Unfortunately, the I cannot say the same for the apex tour. I am glad I went, because it was interesting to see the inner workings of this great monument, and because my children found me so much excitement in it. But I was disappointed. Even though I feel great anxiety when at unnatural heights, I looked forward to this particular occasion. I thought, surely, that something this wonderful could only inspire greater joy from its peak. But the view was underwhelming. The windows are, of engineering necessity, disappointingly small. Because of this, only a fragment of the immense view I was expecting is available at any given time. Yes, you can see a great expanse, if you lean awkwardly onto a leaning wall, crane your neck in an uncomfortable angle, and don't get elbowed or stepped on by another eager tourist in the rather confined space.

The journey skyward felt like something out of a space novel, but the part that made you glad you live on earth. I don't think Shaq would fit into the tram. 

But, all that being said, if you've never been to Gateway Arch, go. If you've never been to the top, try it. Perhaps you will see something I didn't. And may you feel the awe and majesty of this behemoth.